Forever young

"Do you wanna live forever ....."


Oh I just feel like my 17 year old brother feels that he is big now ,imagine that ...at 17 and he feels that he's not a kid anymore (or maybe it's one of those teenage things, where they aren't kids nor adults yet ,and think they are adults while they aren't ) , but sometimes I spoil him with cute nicknames , and he goes on ...saying "i'm not a kid anymore , after a while I'm gonna go to the university " Oh how I wish that I could go back to that phase...,
I remember when I was 18 I used to think that I'm an adult and that my parents shouldn't interfere , and that I had responsibilites (The idea made me depressed ) , but once you'r in your early- mid twenties ,18 means nothing (You are still a kid with a few adult responsibilites , that if you don't do them like voting,driving , getting married , having a good career ..etc , it's still accepted ) , now I regret all the teenage drama that I had and put those around me , wish I haven't wasted my teenage years on silly things ,like fear , Jelousy, body image..etc, and look and enjoy every moment and not waste any oppurtuinity that came my way. I'm still young, still under the big 3 O ,lol ...but there are expected responisbilites , which I don't like.