Luck y ?!?

I sometimes wonder, why am I not blessed with many friends (especially from my gender) . I remember ever since I was young my friends weren't real ones , and they were always not the ones to count as friends , it's like I end up with one lousy friend ...instead of a real best friend ,and at the end I end up with none, then guy friends appear out of nowhere , but you know...? , a girl needs girl friends more than guy friends ...(To share things with , talk to , have fun with ) . I am kind hearted person , if you get to know me I can be really loyal , maybe it's the looks (I need to look "dress wise " exactly like the other girls ,to fit in ),maybe if I just happen to be a copy paste of other girls ,maybe they'll find that I look like them thereofore it's "safe; to befriend me ,lol . My horoscope says that I'm lucky and blessed , and liked wherever I go and have many friends , lol....yea right , I mean deep down I know that it should be that way ,since I believe in Horoscopes and such .