Sometimes and it's turning to most of the time , i forget that my younger brother is only 19 soon to be 20 years old ,i put my head in his head , forgetting that he might be an adult since 18 is an adult but he's brain is still developing so he's still young , under 21 and under 25 , he's still considered a teen .
I feel guilty when i don't act like his older sibling , and tell him bad things ,and curse him ,he mentioned that ever since he was in school he used to act as the older brother since i didn't act as an older sis. , at school no kid should act older than thier age , it's the time to be a child /kid . I don't mean alot of the things that i say to him , but they come out out of anger not out of actual meaning , and i don't think i have it in me to be an "older" sister , i try to but i keep on failing .
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