When you don't know what it is

it's most likely be love or infatuaution or love ?

How can you love someone and hate that person at the same time ?
How can you be so close , yet you rarely talk to each other ?
It's like you are so much alike but at the same time different
and it's like you want the best for each other but at the same time jelouse of one another ..
and it's like when you see that person ...you get annoyed that she/he isn't sticking very long
or that in that day you can't spend time with them.
You try to erase them from your mind and try to move on, but you can't
For they linger in your heart .
It's like major strong mutual bond.
and when you move on to the next step (if you can ) they will still be there , or would they ?