And maybe it is...

that God doesn't like you ..., otherwise he'd created you picture perfect or almost , and maybe you wont have your Grandmother's genes for appearance wise , maybe you wont have hips or at least you'd have delicate hips ,and maybe you could have stayed slim and loved it if it weren't for that something in your mind telling you to eat each and everytime you looked at yourself and saw a slim person so that you'll have more curves instead symbolizing a body you wont love , and maybe you wont have chemical imbalance or sad and unproductive days or a personality disorder ,and maybe that (At last) you'll have a clear skin , like most if not all girls nowadays , instead of still having acne/pigmentation even after you took a strong medication for it , and maybe when you look at the mirror you'd see a pretty person looking back at ya , instead of blue eyes and dark whispers telling you each time you give yourself a compliment ,otherwise ,and maybe you wont have jelouse eyes envying you for the simple joys you have or those who try to freeze your self from enjoying life and maybe you could have been the smartest or the prettiest where you'd say "God prefered me on the rest because I'm (something optimistic)" instead of the opposite and maybe you could have been better looking with a better personality if you were loved .