They want what I have

and they want it bad...

I mean not to sound showoff , but it's like people know I have alot to offer and I have a Life inside of me , they always try to make me dead ,or take what I have .., one word ... JELOUSY ,and I'm afraid it's spell had started to take results ..., as to the Life I have is still there but it's not as strong as it used to .Whenever I try something new ...or something good happens to me , it sure starts to turn to the other side . I mean why me...lol , there are million of other girls who are the so-called happy go lucky have it all , I don't know ..if it's my big head or if it's really the case ...