So , do people actually talk to you ...? , not small talk or one to one conversation , actually talk hours on the phone to you ?,do you get invited out for dinner /parties/weddings/birthdays ? do they know you exist ..?, or are you a little grain of sand in the vast sandy beach?, thinking you are the center of the universe ...when infact no one knows you exist.Thank God people know that I exist , otherwise I would have been long gone and dead from the sucessful suicide attemption for being ignored and not seen and not existing , like some people , whose only social circle is thier parents and relatives and a few aqaintance and the sad thing is that there is also no relationship with the family ..each to thier own, I can't imagine not having a social life ,or people not talking to me or people not loving me , I mean what kind of life is that ...this is not a life for sure , it's pathetic really.
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