General inquries

"No need to run and hide , it's a wonderful ..wonderful Life "

Mind you ,of this so not 'cool' entry, so emo of me , lol

So , yea...

Is God sadistic ?, but also good hearted , and how come he's sadistic /good hearted , if those are things described to a human being and not to the ultimate power . Let's see why could he be sadistic ? , hmm... Human beings aren't "Toys" to mess with, like creating illness for no reason, or killing loved ones in an instance ,but on the other hand , you'll see a woman ballooning up and becoming so big, giving birth with an excruciating pain to a new life ,with all the blood and gore coming out of the her body , as if she's only a vessel for a guy's penis or a baby's feeding and warming place , and then later the baby goes on sucking from her nipples , while the man watches with ease and no pain , and she goes to work and comes back cleans the house , later on takes care of the kids and watches what her husband wants ...etc , later the husband comes from work ...and relaxes ,stating he's the man of the house .

What's your role in life ?, walking around unnoticed ...or being a puppet that is moved by other ppl/ things ?. How come certain people knew who they want to be and are working in a field they like and are successful , while others still don't know what they want ...despite the fact that they finished University and apparently they are working in a job they don't like because they don't like thier field anymore, and whenever they try to work in another place ...there are things distracting them from thier work and make them lose thier focus and drive in the workplace, as if there is a conspiracy or dark forces ,for them inorder not to move on or to keep working in the same place with the same Boss, and it's not like they are working hard ..they lost interest in that job and place , is it fate for them to be like that , like it's thier fate to look the way they do , or there are things in one's control?

How come there are people , whose life (which is empty and shouldn't be called a life ) is being watched , from others with envy/hatred or others minding thier business , thus the person becomes ill or unlucky , because of other's envy or hatred , while others who have it all (Looks , personality, popularity and daddy's money ) are living thier life without ppl hurting them ,and they are blessed with good fortune and good luck ?

Why do people settle with what they have , while others do the best with what they have and they change what they don't like to make it into something they do like? ,like if someone is overweight ...they suddenly become fit and sexy , while others keep on eating and they become unfit ,or it takes alot of time for them to become fit and sexy , while others are faster in the metamorphises process .

hmm, human race , as smart as they are (with the technology ...etc) they are as dumb and evil and selfish and greedy, they are the ones ruiening the earth , with the global warming and the bombs and new war weapons (weapons of mass destruction , neucleor weapons ...etc) , I mean what's more important , killing thousands in a war (for the sake of power and sake of belonging in a state /place , while others who aren't the same should die or be out of the place ) or peace , inorder for humanity and life on earth to keep going on for decades? . Oh, yea ...it's not cool to care about the earth..right ?,so light a ciggerate and wear prada glasses while you throw the ciggerate on the tree so it would burn the rest of the trees , yea...and then when we are in danger , it would be cool to do so ...

So you try to fit in the crowd , but you don't ..you are either black , fat, short, tall, .... etc(different ) , you try to be like the rest , but apparently there are/were forces playing with your brain to make you think inferior thoughts about yourself , so that you wont live your life , like wearing different clothes , so that you'd be stuck out and not fit in or being shy or agressive , so that you can also be different and not fit in , maybe it's chemical imbalnace , or maybe there are dark forces messing with your brain , ever since you could remember , or maybe it's just you, not putting the effort to be stronger , happier...etc .

What makes certain people Lucky and successful , while others not so ?

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